Ok so maybe not....

**So, after listening to some discussions, I found that maybe Julian isn't all I thought he was. I think I observed him in contrast to his mother on a very superficial level instead of really looking deeply. Yes, I hold opposing views from my parents and I'm always pushing myself, but there is a very REAL difference between Julian and I. Julian just might be racist, and of course, I am not. I identified with him  and his need to prove himself, but not the subject matter he is trying to prove himself in. 

There are also other elements of the story I overlooked until just now, but I realize that this was the brunt of what I felt was worth duscussing.**